You are visitor

When we parted I almost disregarded What you said "I like someone else I only care about myself" I thought was OK because I thought of you as dead But the reason I felt down Was I liked having you around It's too bad that you don't agree And when I emerged in tears You had confirmed my worst fears Without putting me out of my misery I'm alone now like I wanted But I'm left haunted Every turn evokes you in some way Your rejection wasn't cruel But I pretended it was cool When I was really needing you to stay